the beginnings

yesterday i hung out with ellen hoffman. and my decision to go back to taiwan is becoming more and more real to me. i'm starting to get a little nervous! my parents are also feeling better about the job. i feel....afraid. yesterday during prayer, i realized that i just didn't want to come face to face and the reality of closure. God i want to invite you into the process and really ask you to guide me. to reflect on the ways that you've walked with me through these years. to see your hand on my life.